Im Strong Enough

Assalamualaikum evelibadiiii

So, hows life?

Dont ask me, coz mine was totally a mess ! This semester is surely the toughest semester ever because i just cant leave without my lappy. Too much assignments need to submit, belum tambah dengan yang kena redo. Dengan subjek makin tough, life getting hard, emotion becomes very unstable, too much incidents happened and not forgotten, stress is everywhere.

This semester, i took 6 subjects (tak banyak di mata anda tp membebankan di mata saya). And the worst part, one of my lecturers, dia punya garang, kalah cikgu disiplin which kalau kau tak siap kerja dia, she will definitely get mad and scold you in front of the whole class. Im telling you the truth as it has happened to my close friend last few weeks. So my advice, dont play play guys. Lecturer is good in checking their homework huhuhu :(

And alhamdulillah, since becoming more busy these days, i rarely joining them hangout at night. Which i choose to stay in the room, do my works, settle all my jobs etc. Almaklom laa, sejak Agrobank masukkan elaun lambat so kita makan pun bercatu gaisss. Seksa sangattttt :'(

Dia punya banyak menolak tawaran keluar makan tengah malam, tapi terkandas pd satu pagi (around 0420H, 19th Nov 17). Yatt dgn Ana ajak makan Mekdi sbb dua dua kebulur, habis meeting lambat. At first mmg dah berat hati nak pergi, tapi tak tau cemana boleh tergoda and terikut diorang pegi sekali.

So that night, around 0200H, kitorg gerak pegi Mekdi Bangsar naik 2 motor. Well, kitorang bertiga jer masa tuh and semua perempuan. Since diorang ajak study lepas makan, so gigih laa aku angkut buku CA sebab nak siapkan tutorial. 

Malam tuh, Ana buat assignment guna laptop. Ingat lagi, dia sibuk suruh aku dgn Yatt cadang satu nama penyakit yang berkaitan dgn kos dia, yang dia boleh buat research. Then, malam tuh jugak, aku punya semangat cerita kat Yatt pasal drama Dia TV3 yang Janna Nick dgn Irwansyah berlakon. That night, everything was so memorable sbb pestaim aku makan GCB guyss :')

Then around 0415H, we decided to go back home. Sbb memasing study dah tak boleh nak masuk so yaahhh kitorang pun kemas barang, and bergerak balik. Everything was okay.

That night, Ana naik motor dengan Yatt. We are about to make a U-turn that time, suddenly ada satu kereta langgar motor Yatt dgn Ana. Aku terkejut dan sangat panik that time. Rushly, i parked my motor kat tepi dan berlari kat diorang. Blood is everywhere on Ana's body. I was shaking a lot that time. Terus amek phone Ana, call anyone who came cross on my mind. Alhamdulillah, Zahid answered my call and i asked him to come here quickly. 

Then, ada polis dan org awam yg datang tolong kitorang pagi tuh. That car? Dia blahhh macam tuh jer. Tinggalkan kitorang tanpa rasa belas kasihan pun. Yaaahhh, Kes Langgar Lari. Ive never dreamed to experince this, but it happened. In front of my eyes. Im the witness of the accident. Its hurt seeing your friends muka kaki berdarah and all you can do is just trying to calm them.

Lepas call Zahid, aku hantar location kat group. Suddenly few guys tanya buatpe kat situ. Aku terus bukak cerita. Then diorang terkejut gila. Ada yang datang all the way from house, i really appreciate it, Hakim. Thank you soooo much for everything. Thank you for helping me to take care of Yatt di saat aku tengah serabut tgok-tgokkan Ana on that time.

Alhamdulillah, nothing serious happened to Yatt. Luka luka kat tangan and kaki jer. Just part Ana, she has to be operated due to her torn tendon. Lama jugak Ana menunggu masa nak operate huhuhu

Minggu tuh, boleh kata tiap hari, tiap petang dtg PPUM jenguk Ana. Rasa mcm bosan sangat kalau tak pergi tgok Ana. Hahahahaha

One thing, aku bangga sangat dengan Ana. Nak tahu kenapa? Sebab Ana kuat sangat wehhh. Dia tak nangis langsung. Just Adilah kata, dia ada lah bergenang sebelum nak masuk OT. But still, after everything shes gone through, dia tak nangis pun. Dia still mampu senyum and act biasaaaa.

Ana. Youre such an idol. Youre very strong. And im proud to have a friend like you. Stay strong okay Ana. I know youre good enough, strong enough, tough enough. Keep smiling, keep cheering us and be our Ana forever :)

Okay so back to my story. Amek kau, dari bukak cerita jarang dah keluar malam, terus aku bukak cerita pasal accident harituh. Since lately banyak sangat submission assignments, presentations etc, kitaran tidur aku jadi tak betul sungguh. Makin terok. And my eyebag, makin beranak pinak hadoiiiii.

Susah jugak nak jadi kuat, nak jadi hebat nih. Sebab di saat kau busy nih laa, mcm mcm jadi. Mcm mcm dugaan Allah bagi. Antaranya, assignments kena redo, nama kena mention dalam lecture masa kau tgh berangan. Tuh belom tambah dgn berapa kali aku ponteng training.

Ohh yaaaa, semester nih, aku menempah maut, masuk 2 acara SUKMUM; Basketball dgn Kayak. At first, semangat lah jugak nak menang tp lama lama aku makin cuak dan lost confident terus. Tak tau lah pasaipa adoiiiii

Maybe sebab aku busy sangat dgn student life, kurang turun latihan dan stamina makin terok. Rasa mcm nak lari Bukit Cinta pun dah tak mampu hadoiiii. Cemanaaa nihhh?? Tournament next week dan aku masih serabut fikir assignments hadoiiiii.

Aku mengharapkan miracle jer sekarang nih supaya everything goes smooth and clear. Risau gakk bila memikirkan apa akan jadi next week memandangkan ada 3 presentation, 4 submission assignments. Gg sangaaattttt

Papepun, doakan aku kuat dan mampu habiskan semester 5 dengan jaya nyaa okay eventhough i know its quite hard, but i know im strong enough, rite? Please pray for meeee :)

Sebok jer Yatt photoboomb kat blkg ehhh budak ini :p

Sekian, assalamualaikum.

Asshra.