A Storyteller, Syahidah.

Hello there ! Just to let you know, Im loosing my ownself. I just cant stop thinking. About what will happen in my future. Will i able to stand still? Am i strong enough to face it? How am i going to go through all of that? How should i explain to them? Will there be anyone who going to understand me? I dont know. Everyday, i check on my email, my accounts. To check on my status, my situation. Will be there any hope left for me? Am I able to receive a second chance? What happen if this is going to be an end? Am I ready for that? I wont tell you in details. Unless i am not able to keep it on my own. For you, Appreciate what you have. Dont be like me. Dont turn yourself into a nightmare. Dont be like me. Dont waste others hope on you. Dont be like me. DOnt hurt others with your mistakes. Learn, and improve. Thank you. Asshra.

Assalamualaikum and hello. Alhamdulillah, officially 22 on 14th Feb 2018. Despite being older by one year, i discover that i am having my great difficulties on reaching 22 years old. And now, i am gaining back my spirit, trying hard to throw away that giving up feelings. It was hard as i am not used to be tested with this kind of things. Dah TIGA hari berturut mata asyek berair. Tinggal sensorang, mula lah berangan lepas tuh menangis. Baca motivation quotes from people, menangis terus. Tgok gambar mak ayah, bergenang lagi. Tgok buku, berair lagi. Hati tisu sangat. Tak tau lah macam mana nak jadi kuat. Susah, berat, payah. Tapi hidup kena diteruskan. 14 FEB 2018 0000H - Sepatutnya kena turun bawah, muster sebab katanya YO nak jumpa semua PALAPES yang hadir meeting bersama Pengetua malam tuh. Maka dengan penuh rasa malas, dengan hanya menyarung tudung indon, aku pun turun sambil bawak lappy (sbb habis perjumpaan, ada meeting dgn ranks pulak). Masa tengah turun, diorang tengah...