Born To Be One
Assalamualaikum and happy friday ! "Apa-apa pun keputusan kau, aku akan sentiasa support kau. Aku tahu kau kuat, Chetak!" Masa tuh, aku rasa aku dah cukup penat. Penat dgn tekanan yg aku terima. Ya, aku tahu yg aku nih lemah. Dah tiba masa aku nak keluarkan apa yang aku rasa. So tanpa dpt dikawal, aku menangis. Dgn dahsyat sekali. Dan masa tuh, i really need some space. For myself. No one will 100% understand as you, yourself couldnt express it well. You dont know how to describe it. Its complicated. Masa tuh, i really wish to call my important person to comfort me with beautiful words. Unfortunately, my phone was out of battery. Sakit sangat. Rasa mcm kau kena hadapi semua nih sorang. So i tried my best. Betul lah, cakap mak. "Kak, kau istghfar banyak banyak." Aku tak stop istighfar sbb masa tuh, aku rasa aku kena bijak handle myself. Imma big girl now, no more throwing things to the floor or screaming like histeria. Thank you Allah, Allah, fo...