A Storyteller, Syahidah.

Assalamualaikum How are you guys doing? May Allah protect us, as always :) So, today i would like to share a bit about my 5th semester which is a very super duper tough semester ive been gone through. Honestly, im afraid that i'll make something that is unforgivable. As ive been in a very difficult situation regarding my result on my 4th semester, ive tried to improve in my 5th semester. And the hardest part is, my core subjects are quite difficult. The assignments were hard. Ive been struggling in completing every single things and ive put my best efforts for each assignment.  I dont know what will happen to my carry mark but i am begging to Allah to give me the best result, and make me stronger to finish my degree. It was very hard. Everything seems difficult and i dont know whether im okay or not. I hope everything will be fine. Hopefully. As time passes, i discover that, ive been stop doing what is good for me to do. And you know what, it took a very big ch...

Assalamualaikum evelibadiiii So, hows life? Dont ask me, coz mine was totally a mess ! This semester is surely the toughest semester ever because i just cant leave without my lappy. Too much assignments need to submit, belum tambah dengan yang kena redo. Dengan subjek makin tough, life getting hard, emotion becomes very unstable, too much incidents happened and not forgotten, stress is everywhere. This semester, i took 6 subjects (tak banyak di mata anda tp membebankan di mata saya). And the worst part, one of my lecturers, dia punya garang, kalah cikgu disiplin which kalau kau tak siap kerja dia, she will definitely get mad and scold you in front of the whole class. Im telling you the truth as it has happened to my close friend last few weeks. So my advice, dont play play guys. Lecturer is good in checking their homework huhuhu :( And alhamdulillah, since becoming more busy these days, i rarely joining them hangout at night. Which i choose to stay in the room, do my w...

Assalamualaikum and happy friday ! "Apa-apa pun keputusan kau, aku akan sentiasa support kau. Aku tahu kau kuat, Chetak!" Masa tuh, aku rasa aku dah cukup penat. Penat dgn tekanan yg aku terima. Ya, aku tahu yg aku nih lemah. Dah tiba masa aku nak keluarkan apa yang aku rasa. So tanpa dpt dikawal, aku menangis. Dgn dahsyat sekali. Dan masa tuh, i really need some space. For myself.  No one will 100% understand as you, yourself couldnt express it well. You dont know how to describe it. Its complicated. Masa tuh, i really wish to call my important person to comfort me with beautiful words. Unfortunately, my phone was out of battery. Sakit sangat. Rasa mcm kau kena hadapi semua nih sorang. So i tried my best. Betul lah, cakap mak. "Kak, kau istghfar banyak banyak." Aku tak stop istighfar sbb masa tuh, aku rasa aku kena bijak handle myself. Imma big girl now, no more throwing things to the floor or screaming like histeria. Thank you Allah, Allah, fo...

Assalamualaikum :) So harinih aku nak share pasal plan gila aku dan beberapa girlfriends Navy aku a.k.a bebudak Gempita16. Plan nih pada asalnya, sekadar sembang kosong waktu aku, Yatt, Kirah dgn Ana yang dah tepu study dalam bilik maka kitorg pun pegi study kat Bilik Kaca, Markas Palapes UM (palapes sangat :D). Kitorg tengah sembang pasal raya tetiba keluar lah idea #KonvoiRayaUtara :) On that day, kitorg dah janji, kitorg berempat mesti terlibat dan wajib join so kitorg plan gila gila. Siap ajak semua jejaka dan gadis Gempita16. At first, 8 orang yang nak join, tetiba ada masalah last minute yang tak dpt nak dielakkan. So, akhirnya, 4 orang nih jugak lah yang dapat join. Macam plan syok sendiri pulak, hahahahahahahahahahaha. Oleh itu, jom dengar cerita #JomBerayaUtara kitorg okayy :) JUMAAT, 14 Julai 2017 - Aku bergerak dri rumah around 2.30 ptg dan sampai kat bilik tumpangan Yatt dalam kol 3 ptg. Dia punya excited, sampai aku angkut luggage pegi sana. Bukan set...