A Storyteller, Syahidah.

Assalamualaikum. Ramadhan is back ! Alhamdulillah, we meet again, Ramadhan Kareem ! Baiklah, sementara menunggu nasi siap masak (untuk sahur di 2nd Ramadhan), tetiba tercetus idea untuk update blog pasal 1st Ramadhan seketul Syahidah Chetak tahun ini. Seawal 4 pagi, Syahidah Chetak dah terjaga dan bersemangat pergi bilik yatt nak cek yatt tgh buat apa. Tup tup yatt depan rice cooker tgh masak sardin. Makanya aku pun membawang jap sebelum balik bilik kejut org lain. Dah siap sahur apa semua, terus tertidur atas katil yatt (teruk nyaa anak dara nih, lepas sahur terus membuta hahaha). Lepas dah tersedar dari tidur yang lena di atas katil yatt, aku balik bilik, sambung perjuangan 'tidur' atas katil sendiri sampai lah rumet mengamuk suruh Solat Subuh (hahaha mashehhh rumet marah saya pagi tadi ngeh ngeh ngeh). Sebelum sahur, cek phone (ehhh biasa lah habit seketul syahidah chetak), tetiba ada dapat ws dari someone yang aku marah pada asalnya, tapi makin lam...

Assalamualaikum. In real life,  you will find that no one can be trusted. you will know that no one can understand you well. you will realize that no one can accept all your flaws. Thank you. For teaching me to be strong. For teaching me to love my ownself than expecting people to love me for who i am. For realizing me to be on my own in my hard times. People do everything they like. So do you. You give more but you have to expect less. In this real world, we would never know whats in others' hearts. They might hurt you, but they might never know. Just grow old, learn to serve yourself before you serve others. Don't be too kind to people who never appreciate you. Less people appreciate you, doesn't mean less hope for you to be happy. If you choose to be happy, you will be happy. I don't need your help to teach me what is love.   I just need myself to be prepared, being hurt. One day, you will know that all the...