My Love Story

Assalamualaikum and hello peeps :)

Since im 20 and single, forever loner. Im gonna tell you what have i thought love is all about.. Its quite cliche but HELLO, LIKE I CARE ABOUT THAT. THIS IS MY BLOG, A PLACE FOR ME NOT YOURS. hahaha

Seat back and relax fellow readers. Im just kidding. Dont take it serous okayyyy. 

Back to the topic

What is love? Why do we need love? Is it worth to be loved by someone and loving someone? In my opinions, love is precious and very important in life. You know why? Because it is compulsory.

Love is not all about your love with your girlfriends nor fiancee. The most important is your love for Allah subhanallahuwataala. Lately, i keep thinking, why is it so hard for me to understand everything i learned in the class. Why is it so hard to forgive people? Why is it so hard to ask for forgiveness. 

Frankly speaking, its all about your manners and your love for Allah. If you're too busy with the unsure love for the "future spouse", ohhh bullshit. Come on, who gives you food? Who created you? Who helped you and still giving you food & health even you have already forget about Him? 

Take your time and think. What have you wasted in your life and what is your purpose for being His slave? Astaghfirullah. 

I admit it. I did many wrongdoings and its not easy to get everything back to nature. Im trying my best to set back my niat. Set back my goal. Its hard, people. Its very hard to istiqamah.

How i wish to be the old me but i knew it, it was impossible. Sokayyyy, just keep on trying. Allah will always help you. He would never neglect the one who remember Him. Allahu. Allahu. Allahu.

Pray for me. I wanna change. Change for good. Change for Allah, Islam. Robbi yassir wala tu'assir :)

Sekian,

Asshra.