Almost Done with the 1st semester in UM

Assalamualaikum. 

Tahu dah berkurun lama tak update. Bukan tak nak update tapi masa memang tak mengizinkan. Sekarang nih, tengah cuak nak final. Final wehhh. You know how it feels rite?

Life as a uni student is totally tough. Kau kena aktif kalau nak stay kolej. Kau kena aktif kalau nak kenal ramai orang. Mcm org kata  dekat uni laa kau buat networking. Cari kawan as many as you can for future economic benefits (baru habis baca ffar). 

Kalau masa matrik belajar in Bahasa Melayu, easy to understand as its your mother tounge. Kat uni, kau pepandai lahh hidup dengan semua benda dalam english sampai kau rasa bahasa tak berapa diperlukan (except for talking with friends). 

The main reason i chose to be UM-ians because of the language. Aku nak cabar diri aku dengan improve kan english aku. Plus, jalan yg aku pilih memang memerlukan aku hebat in english. Salah aku, aku tak apply apa yg aku belajar. And aku kurang bergaul dgn other races. I sticked with my malay friends. So, adek adek, nanti pepandailah bergaul dgn semua races. Dont be like me.

If and only aku boleh putar masa, aku nak start all over again. Same like taking SPM. Study mcm kat matrik. Well, tak boleh nak compared dgn matrik as kau tak payah pikir pasal merit. Kau tak payah pikir pasal stay kolej. 

Rindu gila nak memekak kat bilik dengan roommate yg always ada dlm bilik and willing to hear my bebel. Roommate yg sentiasa boleh tolong in my studies. Well, kat uni you got friends from differents courses. Susah sikit nak ajak study sama. And mostly, akan ego nak mintak tunjuk ajar. Well, dulu kau budak pandai takkan nak aku tolong kot. Itu persepsi yg jd batu penghalang aku nak tanya soalan regarding the homework. 

Well, i should appreciate everthing i have in this world. I have 2 friends. Close friends yg boleh diajak merepek, discuss things yg tak boleh nk discuss dgn others. Plus, one of them are from TG Malim. So, its easier for me to sembang kampung. Ecewaaahhh. 

Pray for me to be strong hadapi final yg just around the corner. Im sorry for everything and plis forgive me. Im just a normal person who make mistakes and go overboard sometimes. 

I just want to say, thank you so much everyone for giving me mental and physical support. I love you and pliss, love me too. Hahaha 

Till meet you again,

Your lovely,

Asshra ❤